Friday, June 6, 2008
K la... i feel kinda emo de during final exam.. cuz maybe becuz of LEONA Lewis song "better in time" is a emo song haha...
the first thg was frenz... i keep thinking dat i m alwaz having a invisible barrier around my frenz... it was a serious problem to me when i was in form 1... see i m mature leh haha.. no la tis is call negative thinking haha... it was begining less serious when i went to form 2 as i get to noe people who really made me becum wat i am 2day the silly silly yet stupid (sumtime).. i really wan to talk to everyone but is hard as i dun trust people i guess n dunwan to get hurt.. dunno for wat reason i feel dat aso la..
sumtime i wonder y some frenz i was once close wif and now never in contact... sumtime i see some of the people when they see any fren who they were once close with but went different way still can chat like old frenz while i dun have i think... whenever i see old fren i felt like my invisible barrier come up again.. really dunno wat to talk o them la.. dunno is my problem or their problem or v dun have anythg in common..
i notice dat i never talk any of my interest or passion wif anyone cuz maybe i dun have one.. or cuz my interest were kinda unrealistic kaka... i was alwaz dreaming and never moving to make the dream come true... oh ya sumtime i dun say hi to people cuz i think dat nobody will remember me la when v first meet cuz i m a plain person so maybe give the impression dat i m a cool person who doesn't talk la.. haha actually is opposite la.. i can be very very very talkative haha...
well the next thg was my studies... well got into an argument wif my mum... it was not a gud thg.. she didn't want me to go USA as it was expensive and want me to think twice abt wat i major.. well i m going to major civil enginering whcih everyone will say is not suitable for gurls which i find is kinda annoying.. my mum doesn't approve summore.... is cool to see yourself accomplishing a building... i really like building for some reason... i aso tot of doing interior design.. but as usual i m effected by people around me saying dat is not a good option as interior is a hard job either u ace it or don't... they suggest architecture the first thg dat come in my mind was i crelessly draw rong thg in teh blue print and the building collapse... well cuz i m a careless yet forgetful person dat is who i am ^^
welll actually coming college change a lot of thgs... really grow up alot la.. but sumtime can be childish la... really happi to noe u guys and happy to dun think so much and hear people crack jokes.. i m sucker at jokes.. i m alwaz the one listening haha... hope my frenship wif everone will last forever!!!! oh ya i m so going for civil engineering... well construction management is my second option thou...interior oni a dream ^^
kk la.. me very complex person complex dao.. i aso sumtime confused wat i want and wat i think de la... but leh one thing for sure i like to go out lepak... wahahahahahahaha....
the first thg was frenz... i keep thinking dat i m alwaz having a invisible barrier around my frenz... it was a serious problem to me when i was in form 1... see i m mature leh haha.. no la tis is call negative thinking haha... it was begining less serious when i went to form 2 as i get to noe people who really made me becum wat i am 2day the silly silly yet stupid (sumtime).. i really wan to talk to everyone but is hard as i dun trust people i guess n dunwan to get hurt.. dunno for wat reason i feel dat aso la..
sumtime i wonder y some frenz i was once close wif and now never in contact... sumtime i see some of the people when they see any fren who they were once close with but went different way still can chat like old frenz while i dun have i think... whenever i see old fren i felt like my invisible barrier come up again.. really dunno wat to talk o them la.. dunno is my problem or their problem or v dun have anythg in common..
i notice dat i never talk any of my interest or passion wif anyone cuz maybe i dun have one.. or cuz my interest were kinda unrealistic kaka... i was alwaz dreaming and never moving to make the dream come true... oh ya sumtime i dun say hi to people cuz i think dat nobody will remember me la when v first meet cuz i m a plain person so maybe give the impression dat i m a cool person who doesn't talk la.. haha actually is opposite la.. i can be very very very talkative haha...
well the next thg was my studies... well got into an argument wif my mum... it was not a gud thg.. she didn't want me to go USA as it was expensive and want me to think twice abt wat i major.. well i m going to major civil enginering whcih everyone will say is not suitable for gurls which i find is kinda annoying.. my mum doesn't approve summore.... is cool to see yourself accomplishing a building... i really like building for some reason... i aso tot of doing interior design.. but as usual i m effected by people around me saying dat is not a good option as interior is a hard job either u ace it or don't... they suggest architecture the first thg dat come in my mind was i crelessly draw rong thg in teh blue print and the building collapse... well cuz i m a careless yet forgetful person dat is who i am ^^
welll actually coming college change a lot of thgs... really grow up alot la.. but sumtime can be childish la... really happi to noe u guys and happy to dun think so much and hear people crack jokes.. i m sucker at jokes.. i m alwaz the one listening haha... hope my frenship wif everone will last forever!!!! oh ya i m so going for civil engineering... well construction management is my second option thou...interior oni a dream ^^
kk la.. me very complex person complex dao.. i aso sumtime confused wat i want and wat i think de la... but leh one thing for sure i like to go out lepak... wahahahahahahaha....
LIFE is sHort, lOve it 9:07 PM.
